By Mathew Styranka
Bay highway clerk by means of day, fetish slave by way of evening, never-ending Knot is the autobiographical tale of 1 man’s non secular trip via Toronto’s underworld of hard-core sado-masochism. Growing up in Saskatchewan, Mathew Styranka spent a lot of his adolescence attempting to combine his submissive sexual passions and his religious yearnings. After relocating to Toronto to pursue Zen meditation, he chanced on free up as a substitute on this planet of fetish and sado-masochism. His fight to discover religious and actual pride rested to find the Mistress of his goals, a girl he suggestion may whole him via her domination. but if myth turned fact, Styranka came upon that his precise self lay someplace among the needs of the flesh and the reflections of the brain. A fixture at the scene ahead of it used to be a scene, working his personal fetish nights along a few of Canada’s most sensible fetish outlets, Styranka brings this international to existence with a simplicity and magnificence that ways a few classics of the style, together with Leopold Von Sacher-Masoch’s Venus In Furs and Anais Nin’s Diaries.
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